fairy tale

ever wondered what it would be like to live in the victorian age, the 16th 17th or even the 18th century? be it in europe or china, or even africa?? anyone? well i used to... very often.. but it stopped for some time. totally stopped imagining.. thinking abt it, totally stopped daydreaming abt anything for a while.. wonder why.. haha.. what else except for the dry hectic life that we all lead.. too dry for any sort of inspiration. any at all. whats more, i'm doing chemistry, science theory formulas and formulas and equations etc. anyway back to it.

i started dreaming again, daydreaming i mean. think its the deeper sleep after driven to sleep studying those..stuff... the rain, the weather is so nice for sleep, and my bed is so inviting.. anyway yeah back to that...

i've wanted to take up acupunture ever since secondary schoool.. ever wondered why? cause i am so so fascinated with the chinese kungfu stuff. hee. and i've imagined that i can go back in time and put the acupunture to good use. haha. i wish.. not that noble an idea right? anyway. yeah see the link? i think living in a totally different era will be so so wonderful. especially right now the idea is so so appealing. there'll be no stress from school work. cause women aren't supposed to study back then.女子无才便是德。yup i think i know why. they think we'll outshine them. ha!there!

anyway if we appear back there with our present mentality and our clothing etc, we'll be so outstanding. we'll stand out so easily, we won't be suffering here trying to get people to notice us. life might or might not be easier, who knows until we've tried right?

ok i think all the caging of dear old me at home is getting at me. talking crap. i wanna fly!!!! haha. hope my results will be of flying colours. haha.

ok what else do i want to crap before i get back to work. i have to finish that by today. no matter wat. brother, stop bothering me and go watch the soccer match la. please!! its 3 nil to man u already. you should be shouting along with all the others. i want to do that. hey know what i actually cried when england lost to brazil in the world cup. and was heartbroken when germany everntually lost to brazil too in the finals. but have to admit. brazil is the better team. but i still support germany and england. weird combi i have there.

i don't want to get back down to work. but i have to.. sigh...
what would happen if i manage to find the time crack that might occur like once in a hundred years? i'll just jump down singapore river, maybe from the catupult thing there at its highest point... like that maybe i'll have enough speed to go through the time portal and end up somewhere in nanyang during the qing dynasty. hmm.. that'll be cool.. ok. man u scored another goal. now its 4 goals for man u. good!!

just had my first jap lesson on friday. quite interesting. learnt the first chart for hiragana. rather interesting pronouncitaion. but i really like the words, the writings i mean. very round and smooth lines. very artistic and beautiful. then i had to do 习字 like i did in the primary school. true like what shisanyee said, the lesson refreshed me. i even did some more writing in between my revisions. hee. but i've completed it liao. and i've taken numerous pictures of me, myself and i and of my messy table, my room, tens and tens of his photo and the scenary. the rainy and the sunny picture of the busstop opp my room. hee. they appeared rather nice. i think i can be a good photographer too. hee. ok i'm crapping too much. but i just still don;t feel like stopping. maybe i can try and be a writer... then i can write non-stop. write abt the dreams, the day-dreams, the nightmares, the dry and boring life, the non-existence .....................

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